I recently
found out that due to a birth defect on my knees coupled with an injury I have
to stop -hopefully temporarily- my favorite pastime, running. And as any runner
can tell you this is a beyond major hit. Faced with this fact, I found myself
facing two options, wallow in self-pity or try to find something to take my
mind of this. Needless to say, I did both.
After two
days spent watching movies on my bed waiting for my MRI appointment, I got fed
up with myself. So I picked myself up, got dressed and went to find my friends
for drinks.
We were
sitting at the corner of our favorite bar when I looked beside me and saw the
opportunity for a picture perfect Instagram photo and it was at that moment
when I capture the above picture with my camera that I noticed, I was happy and
relaxed! My every thought wasn’t consumed over my injury, the pain or the loss
of my lifestyle. This minor epiphany put me in thoughts and I realized the abundance
of things I wasn’t seeing because I was focused on this negative event.
Even if I cannot
run –again, hopefully not for long- there are so many other activities to shift
my focus on, that could, very well, bring me joy. Besides the obvious, going out
with friends my choices were countless. I always wanted to have a six pack but I
always chose to spent my workout time running, instead. I have yet to perfect
my Italian, I have so many books to read, so many movies to watch…
And if
running was my lifestyle, I can always spend more time with my passion,
theater. I will try to find my “running high” at good plays, at seminars or
even together with Stanislavski or Stella Adler studying their books, analyzing
their techniques.
So this
picture is dedicated to this, to all the simple things that bring us joy when
we feel down, to the ordinary moments of pure happiness that we forget to
appreciate because we are focused on all the wrong things.
Because
that is the extraordinary thing about photographs, they are evidence that once –even
if not for long- everything were perfect and they will be perfect again.
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